Two months ago, mother telephoned me that she was ill, she can't eat. I think maybe there's something wrong with her stomach, I took her to hospital. On the examination, the doctor told me my mother got cancer.It's the most thrilling news for me.I can't accept it. Of a sudden my heart wrenched. But I must hide my feelings facing my mother.Striding serious step, I walk into inpatient department. hagged looking at my mother's face, my heart was filled with pain and self-accusation. Mother devotes her life to raise us. She was ill because of fatigue. I'm always busy with my pursuit of ideal. I seldom go home to take good care of my mother. I think nothing is important comparing with my mother's health. I asked for leave of two weeks to concentrate on the administration of my mother. The day when my mother was operated was just the day that I payed fee for graduate student entrance examination. I finished it in tears. Fortunately, my mother's operation was successful. Her life was prolonged. But the doctor told us she will live for about one and a half years. The cancer cannot be cured. She needs chemotherapy once a month. It will cost much money. I was poor, my salary was low, I feel I am incompetent. What I should do is that I must earn money as much as possible, and go home frequently.